I can’t stop thinking in worst case scenarios.
I’m panicking. My heart keeps beating in my throat, leaving my chest hollow.
Why am I panicking?
Nothing’s happening. I’m fine. It’s all fine.
Still panicking. The hairs on my arms and neck are standing up and I feel cold.
Calm down. Nothing’s wrong. Why am I anxious?

Just breathe and go make yourself a sandwich or something.

That doesn’t normally happen with me.
I don’t feel anything, which is strange. And I don’t know what to do. Thus, I am bored.
I cleaned…that was less boring.
I tried doing homework, but that didn’t work out very well. Not cause I got bored, because it was something to do at least, I just don’t have what I need to finish.
Food is even boring.
Pooh.
What does one do with boredom if food doesn’t help?